i just dont know what to say anymore
(via malfoyy)
Yes, clearly.
I knew it!

before

after
Your words rip at my heart
Tearing me up inside
Pulling, ripping all that is left behind.
I find it hard to breathe,
When you say these cruel words.
So I pull the blade across my wrist
Letting out what was held within
I let the pain flow out,
Relaxing into a deadened state
I cant hear the rain fall
The wind blow,
Or your cries.
You cry.
Wanting only one thing,
For me to be normal,
Not to hurt
You want me to decide to love myself.
But why cant you understand that it cant be that simple.
That you are one of the reasons for my pain.
For my self infliction.
I wanted you to care
To love me no matter what was going on in my head.
After everything was said I put my head in my hands and wept.
I wept because I knew that no matter how much I wanted to stay with you I couldn’t.
I couldn’t take the pain you were putting me through
And when I let you know that I couldn’t hang on any longer you chose to remain ignorant and act like you had not put me through any pain at all.
You chose to believe that I was the reason out relationship fell to shambles.
post a pic of ur hair
i did already guuuuuuurl :)
i cant find it!
hehe here ya go :)
i. love. it.
(via wordsoflove)
at this point. i was bawling. uncontrollably.

before haircut- curled

after haircul- natural
barnes and noble wont load D:
i get sad someimes but i push it away and it keeps building up untill even the smallest of things will make me want to cry